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AriellaJu 💋📖✍🏾✨'s avatar

This was so good and very very very REAL!

Richmond Odufisan's avatar

Great post!!!! I definitely relate so much.

I’d also like to offer another opinion… I actually don’t mind being a starving artist. Okay maybe not “starving” but being a “just comfortable artist” is enough for me.

I started writing music after I moved to Chicago (nearly 2 years ago) and I LOVEEEDDDD it. It felt like free therapy (before I actually went to see a real therapist lmao). But it just felt good, it was a way of releasing my emotions and capturing them. I listen to my own songs more than anyone else… especially to remind myself “I’ve felt this way before, so I can feel this way again”. Whether it’s a good or bad feeling, my music captures it.

When I released my first EP I had a lot of people tel me they really liked it, and I felt a strong temptation to start creating music for people. If I could feel that when I’m a broke-ass PhD student with barely 30 monthly listeners, I can’t even imagine what it would feel like to be famous. I absolutely do not want it.

What if the long breaks that famous people take in between albums is to remind themselves of the source of their music? To remind themselves that the music is primarily for them to share their vulnerable feelings and not to sing about things others have projected on them? Broke “upcoming” starving artists don’t have this problem. Just a thought.

Hence why I am determined to find a job that pays “just enough” money when I finish my PhD, so I can have enough free time to pursue art. Leaning towards becoming a teaching professor so I can have summers off.

I think I’ve talked for too long so I’ll stop here😂😂

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